God's own country.. Behold!!

That's what you get when you google for 'kerala'. But that's not what you really encounter when you visit the state. I left for God's Own Country on the 29th of this month. I was really excited about coming over here as I will be meeting Amy in a couple of days, but the first two days of have been quite a bummer. To start with our train 'Netravati Express' was awful. I swear this is the last time I am traveling in this train. Or maybe second last time as I have already booked my return tickets too on this god forsaken train.

Let me describe you what the train is like. Its dirty, stinking, with coffee, tea and what not stains. It's filled with cockroaches and mice. I had a disgusting moment while talking to Amy. I was in a nice super romantic mood. Talking sweetness to Amy, resting my head on the window, when I a lil mouse just walked through between the glasses in front of my face. I felt like scratching my face. It was that disgusting. Totally ruined the romance. Anyway the train ride wasn't comfortable. The AC wasn't cool enough, we kept sweating it out throughout the journey. Though my brother and I tried to have a lot of fun.. we poked fun at our miserable condition, and how I ordered pretty much every food item i saw to eat.

We got to this place yesterday evening, our train wasn't pretty much on time, maybe delayed by 10 minutes. But a 10 minute delay isn't much. I was happy to get home, but not for too long. After spending nearly 30 hours in the awful train, I wanted to take a good shower, but it was all muddy water in the tap. I don't understand how? But its quite a bummer. I thought that was it, but no.. some more hell was in store for us. When we went off to bed, our whole body began to scratch. I thought maybe its dust, so got up in the middle of the night and switched the lights on & began to dust it. And we found a live worm roaming on the bedsheets.. it was the most disgusting thing ever. I got up.. and slept on the couch in the living room. It wasn't a comfortable sleep at least it was a bug free one.

Welcome back home baby :*

So finally I got a call from her confirming she is back home safe and sound.. also today is our 6 month anniversary. So everybody raise a toast, break a leg, have some fun and pray for us.. I am signing off for the day leaving you with a dedication on our 6 month anniversary.. Cheers!

This is Awesome!!! :P

HAHAHAHAHA!!!! this is so cool.. I thought I would never hear from her until she send me this picture from Singapore Airport. She got access to a public computer and we chatted for a couple of minutes. She had a safe flight and has company too.. I am glad she isn't alone. This is awesome.. God is awesome.. haha.. I thought today probably will be the first day we don't get to talk to each other in the last 6 months. There has not been one day that we don't spend at least an hour talking to each other, So definitely not talking to her for a day is something I can imagine of.

This is awful!!

There are times you goof up.. of which times when you don't care and times you wished you never goofed up this bad.. Amy's flight was to depart at 11.30am her time (which is my 6am) today. I miscalculated and thought it was 7am, only to find her text at 5.50am saying she is on board and will meet me soon when she arrives in India. My heart sank reading that text. How can I goof up so bad?? I did not get to talk to her, nor wish her a safe flight back home. And to top it up today will be the first day in the last 6 months that we have not chatted with each other. This sucks!! :(

Awwwww... ur cho cute :*

You know what's best, when you have a doubt? or if you are concerned about something? well, just speak it out. Never keep it in your heart. It's so much easier to deal with it. I told Amy today how I have been upset with her since the last few days cos she is so busy. I also told her how I know she is not at fault but I still am upset with her & her friends. And I should say she is so adorable.. haha.. she just says some of the most beautiful things that can melt your heart. She is so genuine and pure that no matter how upset you are, you can't but help to give her a hug and just say you love her.. :)

Can't wait to meet her, our engagement day is nearing.. 12 days to go.. its quite exciting :)

Grrrrrrr..

Lately I been getting a little upset with Amy. Well not really with Amy but with her friends. Since she is leaving they always plan parties and dinner's with her and I don't get enough time with her. This week we haven't got enough time with each other. Honestly its not right on my part to be upset, but I have been. I think I have been getting very possessive of her. Maybe cos everyone else get to spend time with but me. Anyway I guess I should be fine.. I am just missing her, that's all! :)

Death is inevitable

Dreams feel real while we're in them. It's only when we wake up that we realize something was actually strange..

Amy broke the news today that, her aunt, Captain's oldest sister passed away last night. She was suffering from a lung failure. She was about 65 years or so. So I called Captain up and spoke to him for a while. There was no sign of sadness as he tried to pretend all's well with him. But he gave in away when he began to tell me more about his sister and how she was battling life for a week before she lost the battle.

One thing that really came to my mind then was, how a death can unite people. How when there is a death in the family, everyone unites together and stands for each other emotionally, physically and in every way possible. It's not easy when you lose someone, and the best part you could do is just love and be there for the other person.