God's own country.. Behold!!

That's what you get when you google for 'kerala'. But that's not what you really encounter when you visit the state. I left for God's Own Country on the 29th of this month. I was really excited about coming over here as I will be meeting Amy in a couple of days, but the first two days of have been quite a bummer. To start with our train 'Netravati Express' was awful. I swear this is the last time I am traveling in this train. Or maybe second last time as I have already booked my return tickets too on this god forsaken train.

Let me describe you what the train is like. Its dirty, stinking, with coffee, tea and what not stains. It's filled with cockroaches and mice. I had a disgusting moment while talking to Amy. I was in a nice super romantic mood. Talking sweetness to Amy, resting my head on the window, when I a lil mouse just walked through between the glasses in front of my face. I felt like scratching my face. It was that disgusting. Totally ruined the romance. Anyway the train ride wasn't comfortable. The AC wasn't cool enough, we kept sweating it out throughout the journey. Though my brother and I tried to have a lot of fun.. we poked fun at our miserable condition, and how I ordered pretty much every food item i saw to eat.

We got to this place yesterday evening, our train wasn't pretty much on time, maybe delayed by 10 minutes. But a 10 minute delay isn't much. I was happy to get home, but not for too long. After spending nearly 30 hours in the awful train, I wanted to take a good shower, but it was all muddy water in the tap. I don't understand how? But its quite a bummer. I thought that was it, but no.. some more hell was in store for us. When we went off to bed, our whole body began to scratch. I thought maybe its dust, so got up in the middle of the night and switched the lights on & began to dust it. And we found a live worm roaming on the bedsheets.. it was the most disgusting thing ever. I got up.. and slept on the couch in the living room. It wasn't a comfortable sleep at least it was a bug free one.

Welcome back home baby :*

So finally I got a call from her confirming she is back home safe and sound.. also today is our 6 month anniversary. So everybody raise a toast, break a leg, have some fun and pray for us.. I am signing off for the day leaving you with a dedication on our 6 month anniversary.. Cheers!

This is Awesome!!! :P

HAHAHAHAHA!!!! this is so cool.. I thought I would never hear from her until she send me this picture from Singapore Airport. She got access to a public computer and we chatted for a couple of minutes. She had a safe flight and has company too.. I am glad she isn't alone. This is awesome.. God is awesome.. haha.. I thought today probably will be the first day we don't get to talk to each other in the last 6 months. There has not been one day that we don't spend at least an hour talking to each other, So definitely not talking to her for a day is something I can imagine of.

This is awful!!

There are times you goof up.. of which times when you don't care and times you wished you never goofed up this bad.. Amy's flight was to depart at 11.30am her time (which is my 6am) today. I miscalculated and thought it was 7am, only to find her text at 5.50am saying she is on board and will meet me soon when she arrives in India. My heart sank reading that text. How can I goof up so bad?? I did not get to talk to her, nor wish her a safe flight back home. And to top it up today will be the first day in the last 6 months that we have not chatted with each other. This sucks!! :(

Awwwww... ur cho cute :*

You know what's best, when you have a doubt? or if you are concerned about something? well, just speak it out. Never keep it in your heart. It's so much easier to deal with it. I told Amy today how I have been upset with her since the last few days cos she is so busy. I also told her how I know she is not at fault but I still am upset with her & her friends. And I should say she is so adorable.. haha.. she just says some of the most beautiful things that can melt your heart. She is so genuine and pure that no matter how upset you are, you can't but help to give her a hug and just say you love her.. :)

Can't wait to meet her, our engagement day is nearing.. 12 days to go.. its quite exciting :)

Grrrrrrr..

Lately I been getting a little upset with Amy. Well not really with Amy but with her friends. Since she is leaving they always plan parties and dinner's with her and I don't get enough time with her. This week we haven't got enough time with each other. Honestly its not right on my part to be upset, but I have been. I think I have been getting very possessive of her. Maybe cos everyone else get to spend time with but me. Anyway I guess I should be fine.. I am just missing her, that's all! :)

Death is inevitable

Dreams feel real while we're in them. It's only when we wake up that we realize something was actually strange..

Amy broke the news today that, her aunt, Captain's oldest sister passed away last night. She was suffering from a lung failure. She was about 65 years or so. So I called Captain up and spoke to him for a while. There was no sign of sadness as he tried to pretend all's well with him. But he gave in away when he began to tell me more about his sister and how she was battling life for a week before she lost the battle.

One thing that really came to my mind then was, how a death can unite people. How when there is a death in the family, everyone unites together and stands for each other emotionally, physically and in every way possible. It's not easy when you lose someone, and the best part you could do is just love and be there for the other person.

WHATEVER!!!

So last night I had been out with a friend, to be more precise with a female friend, for coffee. I did ask Amy if she is cool with it and she was fine. I had a great time meeting my good old friend. When I was back Amy asked me about the evening. I said it was good and we had a wonderful time. And also that my friend asked me if we could hang out again, maye tomorrow. Amy did not like this at all. She was visibly upset. She looks really cute when she is upset. I missed watching her get upset on Skype.. haha.. So I thought il mess with her more but I soon realized things were getting bad. I tried to explain to Amy, that we were just friends and its cool if we hang out. But Amy was upset and began to ask me more about this girl and why did we have to talk so much about.. Well then I had to do what a man had to do lol. I called her up and apologized to her. And told her how much I loved her. It's really cute to see her melt away. haha...

Today morning she apologized to me and said she was totally fine with me meeting my old friends. and I was like.. awwwwww.. haha.. she is so adorable. And then she made a statement which I found super cute. She said, "I am sorry love, I never felt so possessive about you before." Now isn't that adorable (or maybe im just in love lol)

Farewell or Hen Party?

 

Saturdays are pretty awesome usually, cos its our Skype day. Everyday Saturday Amy and I skype for about 2-3 hours, sometimes even 4. Don't ask me what we do we talk about. Cos I don't remember half of the conversations we have.. haha. Anyway today We didn't get to talk much - only about 2 hours lol. She had to leave for a farewell party her friends were throwing for her. The party apparently got over by 11pm and I got her on Whatsapp. She enjoyed her time there. She told her friends gifted her something 'naughty'. I wonder what it is. Maybe I'll wait for her to surprise me ;)

No More Delays

No, that's not my desperation to meet Amy. That's the name of the debut music album by a certain Jesse Alex. Jesse Alex is my friend from a parallel universe. He just released his album today. I have heard a couple of songs.. they sound quite rad. Do check them out and yeah buy them!! don't be cheap.. haha.. if you like the music, just do the guy a favor and buy it..