Hello!! Captain Jack Sparrow here..

Today we completed one month of courtship. It feels like a year already.. haha.. I guess things are moving forward a bit. Surprisingly my dad got a call from Amy's father - Captain Jack Sparrows today. Captain Jack was an ex navy man, now is a pirate on the black pearl. He comes home once every six months when his vodka supplies are over. hahaha.. alright jokes apart.. Captain Jack is an ex navy man.. now retired.. lives in a lil town in Cochin. The last portuguese colony in the sub continent of India. The conversation between both the dads seem to go quite well... The Captain might cast down his anchor in Mumbai port sometime in July. Lets cross our fingers and hope for the best.. ;)

Personal Entertainment Time!!

This week has been terrible.. I have not been keeping well and hence have been at home. But its a great time of bonding for Amy and me.. we are on Skype most of the times. Today I got a bad sore throat but I still played guitar and sang a couple of songs for Amy.. :)

Some of her favorites that I performed her are here below.. hope you enjoy them.. :)

Big Brother Calls..

Its been a couple of weeks since we been courting now, and its going absolutely wonderful. But just like every love story isnt complete without some bumps on the road, without a tragedy, without some adventure, two lovers can not be true unless there is a villian involved in their story.. haha.... Well this isn't a villian, but yeah Amy's big brother Charlie called me today. He was pretty cool... asked me about what I do, when I do, why I do, how I do.. lolol.. the call lasted for 45 mins.. I think I did pretty good.. lets see what does Mr. Charlie Brown have to say...

wanna reconsider??

Amy and I became good friends in the last few days. Initially she found it ackward so blocked me out of her chat list. But two days later she unblocked me again. And we have been talking again. I have been very open about my life with Amy. She pretty much knows what I do, who I meet and what I eat?? I have even told her about how I wasn't sure about Lucy and I was struggling to hold onto the relation as we werent compatible at all. So I finally told Amy that I called it off with Lucy. Amy was surprised but hoped Lucy would get better. After all only a woman can understand another woman.

Then I did something really strange.. I asked Amy, if she would like to reconsider us both together again? If she would like to see how things go? She was more than delighted to accept my proposal.. So today we kinda got into courtship, trying to explore each other and see how compatible we are.. hope she is the one.. :)

It had to end..

I don't know what to write about today... I called it off with Lucy... Compatability issues was the reasons I gave to her. She didn't buy it at first and we argued for quite a bit. I was trying to be patient. I didn't wanna hurt her more than she already is. She told me she was in love with me and its difficult. At some point I felt I was responsible entirely for this. But then I never expressed my feelings towards her, I never told her I loved her. We been just getting to know each other.. Breaking Up is always the difficult part. Its more difficult if they were your friends first and you wish you can stay as friends post break up too... By the end of the day Lucy was fine, she believes maybe it wasn't meant to be. I know she isnt fine, but I really hope she would get better soon.

Back from the tour...

From the flight today morning at 6am

I got back from Rajasthan today morning at bout 7am. Pretty insane weekend we had there.. in the last 50 hours, managed to sleep only for 5 hours in all. It's been quite a fun and adventurous trip. I have been in touch with Lucy all the days on phone. Spent quite a few hours everyday talking to her. But I guess I missed Amy more. Amy wrote to me before I left, saying she would miss me when I am gone. And I promised her I would try to make it on the chat as soon as I get some internet connection. But I was too busy to find an internet connetion. I was more than happy to me back, not that I get to talk to Lucy more but that I will be able to meet Amy on chat. I am still confused about Lucy. Cos we are so different from each other. She speaks different, is from a different culture, different upbringing, different food, different reasoning.. everything is different. On the other hand I am getting more comfortable with Amy. I wish I was more sorted in my head...

Missing...

I didn't hear from Amy for two days until today. I guess she didn't want to talk to me after I had blew her off. But I am more than happy to have heard from her today. Cos I never really thought il get to talk to her again. So this is really good. I am very happy. We chatted for a couple of hours. It was really comforting talking to her again. I am heading off to Rajasthan for a show tomorrow, will be back only by Sunday. I am sure gonna miss talking to her while I am out of town.